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Dear BTS, my home,
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{if only I have you, itβll be my home}
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your 6th anniversary is finally here! much time has passed by since your debut till now and to see how far the 7 of you have come is truly amazing and inspiring! i haven't joined your flower path from day 1 but know that i will always be here till the last day and more on β‘
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{i wanna fly, but I have no wings, but your hands become my wings}
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before i found out about you guys, music was only a place where it helped me block the negative thoughts and also helped me with escaping a lot of bad situations. it calmed me down a bit i guess you could say but i still felt empty, something was really missing that time. i have been a fan of many artists i loved them, always singed along to their songs, cried out of joy for them but yet again it wasn't what i wanted it and hoped to be, i thought that i finally found someone that would help me, save me, those past days i wasn't able of saving myself or be able to talk about stuff with someone. younger me had a long way till she found the right people. i felt hopeless until March 04, 2016, a day that i didn't know that was gonna change my life forever, the day i was introduced to you guys, my 7 angels, my home and god bless that day. as soon as i started listening to your songs, it hit me, your voices, the emotion behind it, that moment i felt at peace and genuinely smiled. and after that day, after listening to your songs it happened, the moment i waited my whole life, the sentence i have always wanted to say so genuinely, one i knew deep in my heart would have such meaning: "i finally found them!" and from that day on i was living truly, my hope came back and i was trying to save myself little by little every day. in "Whalien 52", one of my favorite songs, you sang: "even if my breaths are blocked, because i'm confined in that wall, i head towards the surface of water above" and in that time it gave me so much hope, that whatever i am going through, no matter how hard it is to get to the surface of it, i can make if i just keep swimming and i did it, today i walk with hope and dreams i once thought that i should give up, but watching you always aim for yours again gave me hope about mine and that every dream is worth running for it and making it happen if it makes you happy! since that day it's been
103,302,720 seconds spent with you
1,721,712 minutes of loving you
170 weeks of a life filled with so much joy, hope, happiness and positivity
28,695 hours and 1195 days with you my angels
and counting on even more each passing day!
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{when I think of you the sun comes out}
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it is amazing how you guys are always there for me at the right time when i need you the most and just everyday on you're here for me even saving me in my dreams like who does that? no one does it like you guys i swear and know that i will always be there for you guys too!
you've shown me i have reasons i should love myself
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summer'18, a time when i really came to be in a bad place, a place i never thought i would come to but shit happens i guess. that time,,a time i hated myself much more than i did 5 years ago, much more than i ever could. also the year itself was pretty terrible for me exhausting me mentally and what not else.. i really thought "huh this is really the end now isn't it".. but i tried to stay strong, for you guys mostly. even if i, again, was so hopeless i just couldn't give up, not when for 2 years you've helped me come so far. and then it happened again, with the release of "Epiphany", you did it again. and never in my life have i changed negative thoughts for myself to positive ones so fast, never in my life did i stopped to think "i have put almost everyone in first place and myself always in last place, how am i truly going to go around, spread love, give love if i can't even love myself?" especially the chorus made me realize something so important, something i needed to hear my whole life and of course you guys, you guys came to tell me that, how important it is to love myself! you guys thought me that!! you guys are a miracle, truly angels sent by god. ah and the song being sang by Seokjin, the man whom i connected with the most, the man who makes me smile everyday just by hearing his name, god it really is something. later on the album came out, fucking me loving that album and enjoying it so much, "Answer: Love Myself" god damn that song as well has so much meaning, a song i really wanna hear live!
all this life i have wanted a tattoo, one that would hold such meaning to me. and i finally got one, the heart, your heart, the love myself heart
thank you for letting me be me
for helping me fly
for giving me wings
for straightening me out
for waking me from being suffocated
for waking me from a dream which was all I was living in
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Kim Namjoon
first i wanna say a Big thank you for being the leader of this group, thank you for teaching me that it is okay to rely on others, that a dream that makes you happy is worth running for it, that i should always be patient because what is mine will come, to not be afraid of changes and challenges and that to do things that you love. Thank You for being part of my life, I Love You So Much β‘
Min Yoongi
my fellow pisces, thank you for teaching me to never give up, that hard work always pays off in the end, that i can overcome my struggles, that i shouldn't pay attention to negative stuff, to not be bothered with what people think of you because at the end of the day it's only you who can judge yourself, Thank You for being part of my life. I Love You So Much β‘
Jung Hoseok
a sunshine, thank you for teaching me to always have hope, to never be hopeless, to have a positive look on life, to learn to accept any opportunities given, to always look on the bright side, to not be afraid of dreaming big. Thank You for being part of my life. I Love You So Much β‘
Park Jimin
our pretty fairy, thank you for teaching me to always be nice to people, how to love and enjoy the little things, to always be there for my friends, to always be kind, to be humble and to be determined you are literally the epitome of "actions speak louder than words". Thank You for being part of my life. I Love You So Much β‘
Kim Taehyung
honey boy, thank you for teaching me that it's okay to be different, that i should always be myself around everyone, to not be afraid to show the world who i am, to live my life to the fullest, to always be sincere. Thank You for being part of my life. I Love You So Much β‘
Jeon Jungkook
precious bunny, thank you for teaching me that i can achieve in anything if i try hard enough, to be courageous, to be strong, to always do my best, to never stop learning and to not let anyone limit what i can do and my potentials. Thank You for being part of my life. I Love You So Much β‘
Kim Seokjin
last but not least, the love of my life, thank you for teaching me how to be confident, how to love myself, how to appreciate myself, to not be so hard on myself, to always speak out my opinions and be honest about things, to always improve myself, to grow more, to smile through tough times. Thank You for even saving me again, for where as soon as i closed my eyes, lots of other eyes appeared, eyes not so pure and loving, eyes full of hatred that it really scared me, eyes that wished only the worst for me but then another pair of eyes appeared, ones that looked at me with so much love and kindness, ones that gave me such hope, ones that calmed me down, such angelic eyes, your eyes. i saw your eyes and all of the hatred looking eyes just
disappeared and in that moment t was just your eyes, your pure eyes and now i am very certain that you are my guardian angel! Thank You for being part of my life. I Love You So Much β‘
BTS
thank you for showing how it truly feels to be loved, thank you for teaching me what life truly means, to always be grateful, how even the smallest things in life have value, helping me realize a lot of stuff, to always chase my dreams and that also it is okay to not have a dream, to always speak out, to not care what others think of me, thank you for being my inspiration, thank you making me the happiest i have ever been these past 3 years, watching you grow has helped me grow as a person as well, that this world is not so cruel after all but you being in it makes it much more beautiful and peaceful, i have matured by being by your side, thank you for giving me wings, thank you for walking me down a flower path, thank you being my home, i am very glad and very happy to be a part of this family, let's stay young forever!! λμ λ ν¨κ»λΌλ©΄
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from yours truly, Moni
days spent with my 7 angels